Everything falls where it does not belong.
Scattered. All over the ground.
I cannot feel the same towards any of things right in front of my eyes.
What ever I am trying to do did not work.
Its been days.
Crying in sleep.
Sleep after crying.
Late night sleeping.
Late night thoughts.
Indeed I am stuck in this moment again.
I felt disappointed with myself.
Despite all of the success I achieved, deep down I am still failing.
I failed to please people.
And now nobody stands beside me.
What should I do then?
For how long I need to take care of people's heart and ignore mine?
Its been years.
High school - Diploma - Degree - Internship
I can't do this again.
I am not that strong to hold everything.
I am tired.
I want a retirement.
Retired from this horrible world.
Retired of having the same people who did not appreciate my existence.
I have done so much.
I gotta go.
