Well who doesn't feel that in the chest when she said that to Peter Kavinsky. True, love is a subjective. You can't just tell people that you love them. If someone just come up to me and said the word "I love you" to my face, I wont. I wont trust them just a snap of my finger. Love is not as easy as that. You gotta show, prove to someone that you really truly want them. And of course we are getting older that we wanted so much for a purity, honesty, sincerity from our partner. It is not puppy love anymore. It is not a single "Hello" at the beginning of the relationship and when you are not interested anymore you said "Good bye" and move on. It is not simple. It is way complicated that we want someone who can cherish us all day long for the rest of our live. Until death apart. A dedicated relationship where you can count on each other no matter what happen throughout your days. Where you can pick up all those sad days, mistakes and make it your strength. Make it the lesson where you both use to improve your relationship and start again every time you fall.
You can't leave one of you behind and expect for them to be alright when there's no more communication involved. You gotta work so hard over it. It is not a one one feelings. It is both of you. That even when both of you end up not speaking together for about one month due to your busy schedule is totally fine with you. Because you trust each other. Because you know when you need him, you need her, she and he will be there. Lending their ears for the same story over and over again. Laugh at the same jokes like the first time you heard it. Watching your favorite movie without complaining while listening on how thrill the story line from you on the old couch you both sat for years now. That even you are apart from each other for 10,000 km away you will find your way back. Back on the arms of your loved ones. And the feelings remain the same. Like the very first time you saw him. That even anyone prettier, good looking come across you doesn't bother. That you are willing to do anything for him. That there's not even a single doubt on him. And you're not even have the guts or thought of lying to him about mostly anything. That cheating is way far from your mind. There are not secrets lies behind each other's back. All of your life is about him.
When you find one, keep it. Keep it to yourself. Keep it for the rest of your life.
Because once you lost your grip on him, it is impossible to find someone like him.
These thoughts are all from a mind of a 21 year old girl who's been broken a lot. Take it. And learn.
p/s: Do watch Love, Rosie and listen to Lany new songs Thru These Tears and I Don't Love You Anymore. These are some people who makes me stand on the reality.
Love, Sarah.
